.... The moment Jean decided to tie himself that closely to Marco again, he already set himself up to be hurt. He'll have to deal with it. He'll have to deal with that and he'll have to deal with it the moment Bertolt stops playing off his innocence and sees an opening for home.
That's the moment he'll betray humanity again, whether either of them want to accept it or not.
[ Eren tightens his jaw, knowing his chest hurts. He might be giving Marco a free pass, but the fact that both of them are siding with Bertolt hurts.
If he was gone, would they even be trustworthy enough to protect Armin from Bertolt, with that ambivalence? He pulls Armin more tightly to him and gives him a soft squeeze. ]
Try not to worry about them anymore tonight. You said it before... in the end, we only have each other, especially in this world. Let's... try to remember that. We're the only ones who could part each other from loneliness before... and it'll probably always be that way. Just our little family...
[All Armin can do is nod and agree, letting himself be coddled by Eren. It was becoming more and more apparent, as much as Armin didn't want it to - Eren was, once again, the only person that he could entirely depend on, no matter what. Just them.]
I'll try not to think about it...we only have each other.
[ Eren kisses Armin's head again, breathing in his scent. His presence, more than anyone's calmed him down when he felt his heart going wild. He lets his fingers start to stroke through Armin's hair rhythmically. ]
[At least, that seemed to be the case. If there was one person who would always have his back and would be ready to literally die for him (as much as Armin hoped he never would - living through that trauma once was enough for him, thank you very much) it would be the boy he was currently curled up on.]
[ Eren doesn't want it to be this way. He wants a world expanded beyond 'them'. He doesn't have to belong anywhere, but he wants to be accepted. He wants unity, camaraderie, and all that comes with it, but here he seems to be losing it. He remembers hearing everyone pleading with Bert and Reiner, giving them a chance to turn back from everything. And maybe... in that moment, he'd given them a chance, too. But, they'd rejected it. They'd rejected everything, including him, and it's inexcusable. But he and Armin seem to be the only ones that have felt through those moments... and so, maybe that does kind of set them aside, make them alone.
He huffs and noses at Armin's soft hair, stroking it with his fingers. ]
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That's the moment he'll betray humanity again, whether either of them want to accept it or not.
[ Eren tightens his jaw, knowing his chest hurts. He might be giving Marco a free pass, but the fact that both of them are siding with Bertolt hurts.
If he was gone, would they even be trustworthy enough to protect Armin from Bertolt, with that ambivalence? He pulls Armin more tightly to him and gives him a soft squeeze. ]
Try not to worry about them anymore tonight. You said it before... in the end, we only have each other, especially in this world. Let's... try to remember that. We're the only ones who could part each other from loneliness before... and it'll probably always be that way. Just our little family...
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I'll try not to think about it...we only have each other.
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I promise you can rely on me.
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[At least, that seemed to be the case. If there was one person who would always have his back and would be ready to literally die for him (as much as Armin hoped he never would - living through that trauma once was enough for him, thank you very much) it would be the boy he was currently curled up on.]
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He huffs and noses at Armin's soft hair, stroking it with his fingers. ]
I wish it wasn't that way for you.